Ok, before I start I want to tell Sasuke and Itachi to keep your comments about my intelligence out of this.
So I was talkin' to someone a while ago and I remembered that I have never come out to my mother. This ain't that big of a deal, but it makes me think about just how fucked up my relationship with her is.
I mean, for most of my childhood she dyed my hair brown because she didn't like that I wasn't normal.
Fuck, the nurses at the hospital that I went to were more maternal.
At 16 I ran the fuck away from home just to get away from the crazy bitch.
And now that she is back in contact with me all she does it berate me with question after question about if I am a druggy, is my hair white, what is my job, do I HAVE a job, and shit like that.
What I want to know is why the fuck I cant seem to cut all ties with her?
She is obviously a horrible person, and I hate her guts, so why the fuck do I pick up the phone when she calls?
What is so wrong with me that I keep going back for the abuse?
I just wanted to see if this made any sense to anyone else.